An ibis. A small white bird, storm-luminous against the green grass. * Anchored to division, the world's bitter patrimony, branch to branch, the mockingbird, singing, broken-winged, as the wind's tenor deepens and I sit reading on the porch, considering the wind as a lifeform, a vine or liana, clematis, if that's a vine, or an eel, a lemur, an octopus. Divided. Fallen from glory or, like the mockingbird, derisive, grown envious, or merely dismissive. * Echo, without Narcissus. Echo alone, in the silence of the stilled pool.
Louise Gluck.
Mcgrath, Campbell
An ibis. A small white bird, storm-luminous against the green grass. * Anchored to division, the world's bitter patrimony, branch to branch, the mockingbird, singing, broken-winged, as the wind's tenor deepens and I sit reading on the porch, considering the wind as a lifeform, a vine or liana, clematis, if that's a vine, or an eel, a lemur, an octopus. Divided. Fallen from glory or, like the mockingbird, derisive, grown envious, or merely dismissive. * Echo, without Narcissus. Echo alone, in the silence of the stilled pool.
* Globes. Or gloves. Or cloves, or clover, or lover. Or love. * Hearing or disquisition, how would you propose to interrogate me? I only want to ask a few questions. I see. Why? I guess I need some answers ... I see. So need and desire remain a matter of guesswork? Inquire, then. Ask what you wish, if you know the proper form of address. Inquiry: from what void, what blind absence, do I arise? Does the I arise? (Interval of silence. Then, a door closing, ice-white feathers, smell of burning incense.) * Just as the self doubts its ability to sustain engagement with the world, to cultivate a soul, so risk joy, so take the leap, jump the canyon, traverse the glacier, kayak the aqua shadow of the ice cliff awaiting only the catharsis of echo to calve: kalve, echo, halve, echo, o, o, o how foolish must be the soul to undertake that voyage, to risk such wrath when I would wreak it myself, lianas becoming fables, proper rows of box bush become the legendary thorn forest the prince must sword to ruin. Mailman into the courtyard in a hurry now, keeping ahead of the rain-- its smell, its tactile buzz: bills and catalogs, a harp-stamped letter from Donegal. Northeast wind bearing down upon the fragile shoreline of the island, the beach gouged at, torn away, as by divine intention or not. * Open heart on the operating table, oasis in the desert of the body, pool at the center of the iceberg, quietism, extinction of the self, radiant and untouchable chambers. * Reader, do not mistake my hesitation to speak. Silence is both tongue and body, sword and shield. Speech is but a robe I gather about me in the garden to hide from unwanted eyes the beauty underneath, pistil and stamen, virulent pollen electric with want. What is form if not desire made manifest? What is will if not a language? What does it matter whose voice I employ, which idiom or discourse, which word for the color of ripening lemons, xanthic or acidulous yellow? Either way, you are eager to listen. You are listening now, are you not? You are eavesdropping despite the storm, following me the way young children follow any hand that holds their own, yes, even with your clouds and your quiver of thunderbolts, o mighty Zeus. You are still listening.