Human Terrain The proper translation isn't All is vanity though such is found everywhere-- belief in hegemony among nations, the necessity of imposing one's hegemonic will: consider my neighbor manicuring his lawn, a pungent odor of fertilizer, herbicide, permeates my clothes as it wafts through the window. I can't concentrate even on the silliest TV; I think of stiff, impregnated uniforms harder than starch, bulwark against VX, GB, HD, and laugh wishing I had my old protective mask. My neighbor bends over, stiffly, slowly, presses a multitude of small signs into the grass, signs required by law warning, Danger! Herbicide & Pesticide Application: Do Not Walk or Play on the Lawn. No, the proper translation I'm told, explained by a studious seminarian who almost took his vows but quit choosing a secular life instead, reads All is pfff, a sound like the last breath of air pressed from a bicycle tube as it's compressed when removed from the rim, the sound of everything, one time or another, like the theory of everything, this the sound, everything vanishing, pfff, the sound we've all heard taking our breath away, present always, background noise to the cosmos as evidenced when the Religious Program Specialist-- what used to be called a Chaplain's Assistant-- tells me of being on patrol, long hours penetrating deep through stone portals, along rock ledges, landscape of scarf and scree treacherous as any promise made by faithful and infidel alike. A soldier stops, kneels and pfff, gone, vanished, all ears ringing in the silent rain of dust, blood dry as rock and sand, as a pebble placed in one's dry, cottony mouth to cure a desiccated tongue to allow speech, but there is none, all vanished in the heat of vaporization as he saw his Christian friend disappear, an IED that could slash and gut a Humvee, turned just at that moment to see him kneel and pfff nothing left because all is vanity, and what stays is the nothing that is there and is not there; his face recedes, his name, not even a replacement because time is short and the mission, the prayer, pfff, an image not an image staying and staying because where else the scripture that explains pfff ... pfff ... pfff.
Human Terrain.
Ritterbusch, Dale
Human Terrain
The proper translation
isn't All is vanity though
such is found everywhere--
belief in hegemony among nations,
the necessity of imposing one's hegemonic will:
consider my neighbor manicuring his lawn,
a pungent odor of fertilizer, herbicide,
permeates my clothes as it wafts through
the window. I can't concentrate
even on the silliest TV; I think of stiff,
impregnated uniforms harder than starch,
bulwark against VX, GB, HD, and laugh
wishing I had my old protective mask.
My neighbor bends over, stiffly, slowly,
presses a multitude of small signs
into the grass, signs required by law
warning, Danger! Herbicide & Pesticide
Application: Do Not Walk or Play
on the Lawn. No, the proper translation
I'm told, explained by a studious seminarian
who almost took his vows but quit
choosing a secular life instead,
reads All is pfff, a sound like the last breath
of air pressed from a bicycle tube
as it's compressed when removed from the rim,
the sound of everything, one time or another,
like the theory of everything, this the sound,
everything vanishing, pfff, the sound we've all heard
taking our breath away, present always,
background noise to the cosmos as evidenced
when the Religious Program Specialist--
what used to be called a Chaplain's Assistant--
tells me of being on patrol, long hours
penetrating deep through stone portals,
along rock ledges, landscape of scarf and scree
treacherous as any promise made
by faithful and infidel alike. A soldier
stops, kneels and pfff, gone, vanished,
all ears ringing in the silent rain
of dust, blood dry as rock and sand,
as a pebble placed in one's dry, cottony mouth
to cure a desiccated tongue
to allow speech, but there is none,
all vanished in the heat of vaporization
as he saw his Christian friend
disappear, an IED that could slash
and gut a Humvee,
turned just at that moment
to see him kneel and pfff
nothing left because all is vanity,
and what stays is the nothing that is there
and is not there; his face recedes, his name,
not even a replacement because time is short
and the mission, the prayer, pfff,
an image not an image staying
and staying because where else the scripture
that explains pfff ... pfff ... pfff.