According to Index.
Lleshanaku, Luljeta
Days were never this long before. Their whiteness a lactose too difficult to dissolve. He dozes wherever he can. Gets upset only when lunch is not ready on time. Speaks a little less each day and moves from one sentence to the other without arguments as within a house without corridors between rooms. Yet, sometimes he asks questions like: "What did God have in mind when he made man?" Don't answer: it's a rhetorical question. He falls asleep like a book that drops from a hand. It is said that the most ordinary among us is a written book so huge, so high above that human eyesight cannot capture it. That's where everything is recorded, what we've done, said, thought, felt, even what hasn't happened yet. Who could imagine that in a body's few square centimeters only one cell could contain so much space for history? He understands other people even less, including his wife that book with which he has lived, cover to cover, written in two different languages placed by chance on the shelf according to index. We need a third language to communicate. A language whose idioms and innuendos we don't recognize. A camouflage of color to blend in with the surroundings of tone to conceal weakness and of temperature to shield against those that hurt us most (some preys are exposed by their own warmth). Now he is a closed book. No time to add or revise anything. All that remains is touch, the touch between the leather covers the feeling he gets on elbows, knees, hair the laughter when his arms cross over her neck in a summer cinema while watching a movie under an open sky.