D. Nurske: Two poems
Nurske, DOn a bridge over the Pace Freeway
a junkie held a knife to my throat
and said: your coat has many pockets.
I took it off very slowly,
the cars passing under me.
I was sure nothing could go wrong
while I was trying to help.
His voice was slurred
as if by great distance
but the blade was steady.
I began telling him. a story:
how I'd hitchhiked from Pueblo to Cheyenne
looking for work, and found a job
painting the white lines in the road.
I could feel the prick of the blade
against my adam's apple. I thought:
if you're telling this story,
you must live through it.
Somewhere there was a cricket.
The bridge rocked constantly.
He held the jacket between his legs,
extracted the billfold with one hand,
counted the money with a sidelong glance.
He nodded, as if there were a sum
I owed him, and moved back a step
to let me pass. Then I feared him:
I was no longer entirely at his mercy.
I waited. Traffic passed.
There were snatches of music
and voices telling the news.
I said I was waiting for a friend
who was to meet me at dawn.
He answered: there is no one,
but he'd begun to back away
with the coat under his arm,
ten steps between us, twenty,
and I was on the other side:
a street of shops that seemed miniature,
the lamps still lit though it was daylight.
In front of a shuttered grocery
someone had left hampers of milk and bread.
The silence was absolute.
On the grate of a cantina
there were signs for last year's dances.
The gaunt dogs, that; sniffed as they pleased,
flinched when they saw me, then caught my scent
and knew I had no power to hurt.
I walked through them as if on stilts.
I came to a phone and dialed a number.
There was a holding voice and music.
Another number: another voice, music.
I had no more change. I looked behind me.
I walked quickly past tiny houses.
I smelled toast and heard children arguing.
A sprinkler winced, despite the drought.
I could hear the clink of a tame dog '
moving on a chain, clearing its throat to bark.
I broke into a run. Already
I could hear the hum of the next huge road.
Immense Fires and Not Yet Summer
The face responsible for opinions
hasn't slept in three days,
the mouth in charge of facts
has begun to stutter.
The cloud that hides that city
is radiant and lights the room
where we watch, legs dangling
on the edge of an unmade bed.
I turn to tell you
"I foresaw this, so did you,
seeing this coming made us a couple."
Your finger is on your lips.
Your eyes are rapt, flares in reflection
cross your cheek like moods.
On the screen the armored personnel carriers
have arrived, already the shots sound
a split-second delayed, as if on a separate tape.
D. Nurkse's books of poetry include Shadow Wars, published by Hanging Loose Press in 1988; Staggered Lights, published by Owl Creed, Press in 1990; and Voices Over Water, published by Graywolf Press in 1993.
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