Dear John and Bonnie

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I lost my Mum, Norma, this year. We were both very spiritual, and I've been expecting her to contact me, but maybe I'm expecting too much. When I go to her grave I have this feeling that she is simply not here.

We had an excellent relationship, but she liked her drink and so did her boyfriend, which made her life hard - she was only 37 when she died. Her death certificate says "presumed drug overdose" but nobody knows if it was accidental or on purpose.

I just want to know why she left me and if she's OK. I love her so much and I speak to her, but does she hear? I just need reassurance that her spirit is with me. I sing to her when I am on my own or when I visit her grave. Please answer my letter. I think you are both brilliant because of the way you make people feel at ease.

V.S., Scotland

The love you have for your Mum comes across strongly in your letter, as does her love for you. As she draws close to me she is showing me glimpses of so many happy times you had together. She is very sorry to have left you so suddenly and wants me to tell you that it was an accident. Leaving you was the last thing she wanted to do. She is showing me a bunch of yellow roses and says they will signify something important to you in the future. She was so full of life and wants you to be the same, but says you must not make the same mistakes as her. She is around you a lot of the time - you are just trying too hard. John's meditation phone line (below) may help. If you can calm down it will be easier for you to be aware of your Mum. She is only a breath away.

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I am 52, I own my own home and I love my job working with children. But I feel I'm drifting aimlessly. My husband left me 18 months ago for a much younger woman and my only daughter is in India and not due back for months. I go out with friends occasionally, so I'm not lonely, but I feel there is nothing and no one out there for me. I have been out with a few men but it has always ended before it's really begun.

Am I putting out bad vibes, or is this the "Empty Nest Syndrome"" I've heard about? Or am I just a middle-aged woman panicking about being alone for the rest of her life? Please help.

T.W., London

You have a bad dose of lack of self-confidence, and no wonder, after everything that has happened. I have done a spread of Tarot cards for you and they show me the loss and betrayal you have suffered and the difficult choices you faced. The cards are telling you to watch your mood swings and to get back in control of your life. You are an intelligent, attractive woman and should stop retreating from life. For the future, the first card shows that brighter things are coming and there will be a new pace to your life. They also warn that promises by a partner will not be kept, so be careful. They encourage you to get involved in community work. Most importantly, they show a happy conclusion to any problems. A time is coming for you to celebrate good fortune and good news.

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

My husband, Roy, died 17 years ago, and I have felt his presence many times. Roy and I used a ouija board regularly and were utterly amazed at the messages we received, many of them very helpful. I would like to use the board again, but I want to know if it is dangerous. M.P., Norfolk

Using an ouija board is dangerous because it opens a doorway to another dimension and you cannot control what is going to come through. You were lucky that nothing bad happened. I have known cases where people had to leave their homes because windows and doors were banging open and shut and winds were blowing through the house when it was calm outside. Many other distressing things can happen. If used, the ouija board has to be controlled, and I sense that your husband was the strong one. I would suggest that you do not use it

You are blessed to have felt Roy's presence - can I suggest that you sit quietly the next time this happens, draw him close to you and talk to him about everything. As I am writing this I can hear a lovely male voice singing - he is quite proud of his voice! DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I am nearly 60 and since losing my husband four years ago I feel so lost and lonely. I am very shy and introverted and not very good at mixing. Can I look forward to any changes in my life in the not too distant future? P.B., Kent

We're sorry you feel so lost and lonely. We did a Tarot reading for you and the cards show that you are not aware of your own strength and courage. Your mind is tormented with unnecessary fears, particularly in relation to what other people might think of you. Don't worry - the future is bright for you and anything you take on will be successful. The cards also show a time of emotional and

material security coming up with lots of unexpected blessings. One of these blessings is a lovely, caring gentleman who will change your life completely. Have a wonderful 1998.

A lady aged 76 from Manchester has sent us a chain letter which she is afraid to destroy. We are happy to do it, because we believe chain letters are the lowest form of intimidation. It is unbelievable how anybody could think of sending an elderly lady such a piece of pointless, negative propaganda. Superstition is a terrible thing! If any readers have received a chain letter and are worried about it, send it to us at the address below (clearly marked CHAIN LETTER) and we will happily deal with it for you.

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