Dear John and Bonnie

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I lost my darling wife in June and I have grieved every day since. We were married for 42 years and had an eventful life together which I remember so well that I cry every time I think of a

particular episode in our past.

I rang your bereavement phone line (right) and was deeply moved and impressed by what you had to say. I believe deeply in the afterlife as you describe it, and have had several psychic experiences myself over the years. What troubles me still is that I have an impression - I don't know how else I can describe it - that my wife Cynthia felt she was not loved when she died, since she felt she was such a burden.

How can I convince her and myself that this is not so?

H.A.C., Oxfordshire

It's lovely to get a letter from someone who loves his wife as much as you do and who misses her so very much. Your wife Cynthia, as she draws close, asks me to tell you that she forgives you for what happened in the past and asks that you leave it there where it belongs.

She knows she was a burden to you because of her many serious illnesses and does not want you thinking that you could have done any more for her than you did. She wants you to understand that the only way she could cope was by withdrawing into herself and she is concerned that she may have been too demanding of you.

Love under such severe conditions can become a bit strained, but it is never, ever far away and Cynthia does know that you loved her despite everything - so please put your mind at rest.

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I am terribly confused. I have lots of dreams at night and every morning I write them down. I can tune into other people's feelings and emotions, I can sense a good or bad atmosphere even in strange places and I always feel someone is with me.

I feel as though I can tune into the spiritual world but I am

frightened. I sometimes sit and try but when I feel a presence I stop. I have been like this since I was little and always thought that I was a bad-minded person because I knew what people would be thinking and knew what was going to happen.

People laughed and said I was stupid but a few days later it would happen. Can you help me understand? D.B., Suffolk

You are a very psychic and spiritual person. The reason you can pick up on good and bad atmospheres in buildings or with people is because you have an ability that makes you "clairsentient". The presence that you can feel is your guide who is with you trying to help you to understand your gift and encouraging you to help people - hence the dreams and the messages that you are able to give. Do not be frightened of your ability. Why not ask for help and courage to use the natural gift that you were born with? Try to join a development course where you will be shown how to develop your gift with confidence.

DEAR JOHN AND BONNIE

I believe that we are guided and helped by guardian angels or spirits yet I feel that I am, and always will be, alone in this world. This is what I want to know:

is there someone special out there for me? Do we take our love for that special person to the afterlife? Do we meet that person on the other side and continue the relationship? M.W., Cheshire

Yes, each of us has a guide or guardian angel who remains with us from the time we are born until we pass over. Sometimes when you need help the most you may hear them as an inner voice guiding you in the right direction. Unfortunately, most of us ignore them and end up making lots of stupid mistakes. We should learn to cultivate that inner voice. Yes, I feel that there is someone special for you but the time is not right yet. Be patient. Yes, we do take love for that special person to the afterlife, and we do meet our loved one and continue to love each other in a way that is pure and untainted by worldly demands.

If you have a question write to: John and Bonnie, PO Box 6869, London E14 5BS. For healing appointments phone: 01277 812482.

They will answer as many as possible in Personal Magazine, but regret that it is not possible to offer individual replies.

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